willbmissed98

 Do you ever feel like nobody in the entire world gives a rat's ass about you?


... yeah, me too.

 I'm so fucking stupid... how could I let myself give up like this?
I'm looking back seeing days I only ate an oatmeal packet and one 35 cal soup a day... or a pear and a piece of celery..
What the fuck made me slow down?

Well it stops here...


And you know what else? I don't have to prove anything to anyone, I don't have to fit into anyone's definition of anything... I am who I am, the relationship I have with food is what it is.... I can choose to look for support... I am the center of my own universe... and the fact that people are more messed up or "hardcore" than me means nothing to me.. it is no concern of mine... The pain, fear, insecurities, and sadness that I feel everyday are real.. I feel the way  I feel - and I can deal the way I want to deal... I think I'm just gonna lurk for a while... I'm sick of drama, I just wanted to make a few friends...

so if you wanna be friends and be nice and supportive, then add me! <3

 Going away for the weekend

.... I'm going to miss livejournal ever so much....